fri i gonna party again.. see my mood.. i might drink.. gonna have a good laugh and cry that day.. aft tt it will be a new me not thinking of the past anymore.. this time serious.. promise..

Hi :) im really glad that some of my frens hav found their love :)congrats to them.. both my laodas have partners already this is so sweet.. :D.. i jus bought a guitar nt long ago.. intending to learn it so i can sing songs wif it. hope i will have the perseaverence man !!.. cos its sooo difficult.. recently have been going out alot.. coming home abt 12 to 1 am.. its tiring but i kinda like this life.. i oso changed the orientation of my roon.. i put up my wind chime and blackboard on the wall beside my bed.. my wind chime made more sound often becos of the fan in my room.. its like so peceful.. it can go ding ding ding all nite when im slping..:).. hmm my health isnt very good these few weeks esp aft my gastric flu.. often get sharp pains suddenly.. but i know i have to b strong regardless in handling my health or other challenges in my life... My Father God is wif me.. I will be strong & happy..

Hey yo blog!!!!!!!! forgot to inform u! i have unofficially graduated! i got B for my proj, but oh well i m still happy for my results :)... i went shopping wif my beloved oops gang tday! fun filled day wif lots of laughter! I m glad to be close frens wif them heh heh heh!! :D
hmmmmmmmm ok there are so many things in my mind but i dono how to put them in words.. oh well, guess im not a good writer haha :P.. oh wells........ ok im really excited for my trip to bkk nxt week! excited for d and d too! and oh! very very excited for my class chalet! it will b a memorable one for A8F4! i will really really miss them!!!! would treasure the chalet time wif them!!!!! i will miss my clique! awesome class clique!! hee hee! will put u all in my heart & never forget u allllllll! i really hope can cont to keep contact wif them!!esp the guys! hope their army will not made us lose contacts wif them man!!!^^ THANK YOU GOD, U HAVE GAVE ME MANY WONDERFUL FRIENDS THAT ARE ALWAYS ALWAYS BY MY SIDEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! even if im feeling lost i know a call to them will brighten up my day thks!!!!

7 more days. sip will be over.then mp over on 16 feb. by mar graduate. im really glad my workplace is same as michelle, alvin, cass, zhixin, doro3. My workplace didnt really taught me lots of things, but i really learned alot from my frens, esp michelle.. she is really strong. i see her going through difficulties and problems, i see her becoming mature in her thinking. i gave her my applause when i heard her telling her labmate that there will sure be higher milestones we will need to climb. she understand it and so she will face it. yea, my laoda is really strong. she made me mature when i learned how she go thru one hurdlle and another.. its our last lap. this milestone, we will surely climb over it. lets support each other and graduate tgt! Thanks Lord for my frens.. i met alot of strong frens, and i know u brought them here to teach me. I believed i have leant many things from them. I will learn to apply and continue learning from them

Never say i love you

If you really don’t care

Never talk about feelings

If they aren’t really there

Never hold my hand

If you are going to break it

Never say you are going to

If you don’t plan to start

Never look into my eyes

If all you do is lie

Never say hello

If you really mean goodbye

If you really mean forever

Then say you will try

Never say forever

Cause forever makes me cry

sometimes its better to be alone cause you're more assured no one would hurt you

heyz blog, m here to talk to ya again:) recently. i have been thinking alot alot abt my life, and seeing how my past affects me, i got nothin to say.. everybody tells me: don let one example ruin your trust towards ****.. oks all i have to say is: i have totally put down this example aft battling with my feelings for one yr. i don feel anything now. is just tt.. im afraid to face this kind of situation anymore, so i decided to close myself abit. but i didnt know, i have been closin up more and more, and somehw this closure hurts me deeply.. i wan to open up again. i don wan to be a coward. i wan to show my beloved frens tt i can be strong too. i don wan to disappoint them. aft wm army incident was resolved, i feel more determined to face my challenge. i feel the need to be strong. im glad to know km, ferragamo, joan, sussy they all. these wonderful church frens introdued by ting. it takes me one year to put it down. it may take me several months, or even years to face this, i believe when its time God will pull me through. i jus have to tay strong regardless of anything that will happen.