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Wednesday, December 29, 2010Y
random

sometimes its better to be alone cause you're more assured no one would hurt you

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Monday, December 6, 2010Y
past and future

heyz blog, m here to talk to ya again:) recently. i have been thinking alot alot abt my life, and seeing how my past affects me, i got nothin to say.. everybody tells me: don let one example ruin your trust towards ****.. oks all i have to say is: i have totally put down this example aft battling with my feelings for one yr. i don feel anything now. is just tt.. im afraid to face this kind of situation anymore, so i decided to close myself abit. but i didnt know, i have been closin up more and more, and somehw this closure hurts me deeply.. i wan to open up again. i don wan to be a coward. i wan to show my beloved frens tt i can be strong too. i don wan to disappoint them. aft wm army incident was resolved, i feel more determined to face my challenge. i feel the need to be strong. im glad to know km, ferragamo, joan, sussy they all. these wonderful church frens introdued by ting. it takes me one year to put it down. it may take me several months, or even years to face this, i believe when its time God will pull me through. i jus have to tay strong regardless of anything that will happen.

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