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Saturday, November 20, 2010Y
mixed feelings

Hey... its like a really long time since i last posted something. really lazy to post bt i think if i don write it out i will be totally fustrated...many things happened, and i saw the cruelty of this world which hurts mee so much.. i don really know wad i wan wad am i gonna do.. i know.. i gt a bunch of lovely frens who always encourage mee.. bt i still find it hard to reveal my innermost heart. i wish i could bt it cannot be explained....jus feel yhat im stupid, im stubborn... i tried bt i still fall into that hole.. bt who shld i blame? me of cos! hais wanna vent out all my anger ttm...... i hate myself now.. really.. i wanna leave.. to some queit places that i can think properly.... i wanna fight wif this feeling, no matter how hard it is.... i don wanna trust **** anymore.. u were once a fantasy to me, but now a nightmare to me.. dear blog, wad shld i even doo......

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